So lost after all that, maybe you're not that smart after all.

BIRTHDAY IN: 5 DAYS
EXAMS OVER IN: 4 DAYS!!! JUST 4 DAYS!!!!! 1, 2, 3, 4 you can count it on your fingers :)

OHMYGOSH HI. I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BLOGGING. BUT I'M TAKING A BREAK NOW.
omg, i tried studying for math just now, okay i studied, then i realise, i really don't know anything! If i didn't look through congruence, i would have never found out how much i missed in class.

OMG. AND, i tried looking through sec 1 topics, cus it's tested, but i can't find my texkbook! I lost it omg! So yes i went to asknlearn, but that didn't seem to help much either. HAIX. i really feel like i'm destined not to do well. I've been trying to study math since 1 plus. And i've been studying up till now, but somehow i feel like i still don't know anything. I really need alot of help.

I've been wasting my time. Too much time. I don't know what to do know. I feel sooo helpless. It's like i'm so scared to try out my incomplete papers, cause i saw the questions a little and i really have NO idea how to do them! I don't have anyone to help me, i'm not at school, there's no grace or any whatsoever teacher to explain to me. And my mom's out. Textbooks not helping. Answers not showing the workings and explanations, some worksheets don't have ans sheets, how am i going to get through with this????! I want to take a nap and ignore the world. But i really can't. Really really can't.

OH PLEASE. TMR PLEASE BE AN EASY PAPER. I WON'T KNOW HOW TO REACT IF YOU'RE GONNA BE TRICKY AND TEDIOUS. i have 1 and a half hours to finish the paper. I better do all i can. And rmb what i must.

i thought i was a good girl by studying. But in fact, everyone studies, it's just me who has never ever studied. I thought i went above others, but it turns out, i just reached their line. I was behind all along. I thought i was on the neutral level before, and i've went up to the good level. But actually, i was on the bad side, and only NOW have i reached the neutral level. There's so much i didn't know.

Think about it soph, get it over with. It's just 1h30mins. It won't last forever. Exams will be over very very soon. Don't just stand there and wait for it to pass by you. But walk and work towards it, and it will be over quicker. After that, it's craziness and fun. It'll be what i don't have to feel guilty about anymore. It'll be the holidays, and i'll be free. Free from mid years. OKAY?
YOU CAN DO IT :D
i'm gonna go back to studying now. One more hour and i'll take a break. Quit this at 5.35 alright. Take a break till 6. Then go and deal with misc stuff, -shower and eat or wdv. Be back at 7.15 to revise again :)

LONG POST. I TALK TOO MUCH.
-SOPHIA