The Gem Of Life

there's my new shiny flutey :) haha i'm addicted to it, love playing it! :D

okay, that's for the happy stuff. i got back ALL my results already. I felt like dying, i did badly for like everything, everything fifty plus. I'M SERIOUS. My languages are the ones that are not so bad, but they are not good either. SUCKS.

Now you REALLY have no idea how i feel, i was like going to cry again today, tearing already leh. You know, some people are good at certain subkects and bad at some. Like some people are math geeks but hate languages, some like HISTORY. Some peeps wanna be chefs, and somehow rock at home econs. Some people from china come to singapore and own chinese class but suck at english. So people are really pro at english, but detest chinese. ME? I suck at everything, and there's nothing i'm pro at. So basically this is what you call good for NOTHING. Try it, maybe you'll consider committing suicide.

yeah okay. i'm done, no really, this is the END of my mid years. I SUCK, OKAY? THIS IS MY CONCLUSION. and next year, i'll pick back up from where i started, i'll study all over again on new topics, i wanna do well. I didn't, but if i study more than i did, i might. I can't stop feeling troubled over my exams, i still rmb i said that good results would be my holidays even more blissful, but there's no good results now, only plops of shit. So yeah. I'll still try to have lots of fun on my trip to Paris :) To place i always wanted to go to :) YAY! :D

HAHA ALRIGHTIES. I'M GONNA GO, I'M WATCHING MY TAPE! :D
i love this song, it's a show i watched before, but i love it so i rented it to watch again :)
so byebye then.
-SOPHIAAALOOOO