Saturday, April 17, 2010

When you free the tears without needing to look for a hug.

Grace concert is over :( and dont mistaken the sad face, its not because i like grace concert and i'm sad it's over. In fact, I HATE YOU GRACE CONCERT. You made yourself the lightning between the sec4/5 and the rest of the band. Now because of you, the sec/5s are leaving us! SHERRY AND NATASHA! :( HOW I'M GONNA FREAKING MISS YOU GUYS.

Omg today is really Sherry and Natasha's last concert with all of us. The whole of flute section was super sad today. All(except nicole!) CRIED. Esp Zehui and Sang Ah, it's odd, they've only been with us for 4months but, they cried the most. That proves how great this section is, and how much different it would be without our precious seniors! :(

ohmann. Many of us cried while we were simply talking in a group. IDK WHY. I didn't really cry at first, then after awhile i really thought of how sad it would be without them, and yeah okay i cried. FOR AWHILE ONLY. Then okay, stopped crying, rested awhile before our final grace concert slot. All of us, i could tell were really emotional when playing the 2 songs-Friends For Life, Canto. It was different from the previous slots. Cause it was the last :(

Went back to the band room, where Jing Ying and Eunice stood in front of us for the last time, talked to us for the last time as being the Band Major and Drum Major. I CRIED AGAIN. HORRIBLE. When i saw Jing Ying cry during their last band cheer, couldnt help but let out my tears further. During this time, there were alot of red eyes and wet faces, and all of us needed to give and take a hug somehow. The whole situation was so sad, but i just wont let go of it.

Last part. Had another section talk after everyone was dismissed. This time, we went a round to speak, just to say whatever we feel :) I said that i really like our section, and that it's really special to me :) I really meant that. I dont know how different it would be, not preparing a seat for two more people, and not seeing the same comittee, not hearing the same voices shouting at us seems too weird, IDK, i'm just really sad. YEAH. I just wanna let my dear graduating seniors know that I WILL MISS YOU GUYS :(

OKAY I'M DONE :) I CAME BACK LATE TODAY, REALLY TIRED, BUT I STILL WANT TO BLOG BECAUSE I REALLY HAVE TO SHARE THIS. IT'S JUST BEEN SUCH A UNFORGETTABLE DAY :)

THANKYOU SEC 4 AND 5s FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT PART OF THIS BAND. :D
cya.
-bandmember, misses you guys.

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