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ANOTHER PRETTY SONG THAT JUST CAME UP :D

So band was okay, passed really slowly though, but it was usual. I'm sooooo scared for tomorrow cause we're getting back our results! OMG, that's sooo fast. Way too fast. I really don't wanna any of it back! I wanna just do corrections and all WITHOUT looking at the score. I regret not studying as much as i could, i knew i would regret when i didn't study actually, but still, CAN'T CHANGE ANY CRAP OF IT NOW! HELP :( I FEEL HOPELESS. I REALLY DON'T THINK I'LL DO WELL. I wanna be happy and positive and whatever but if i get too optimistic but then get back terrible results then how?? I'm just afraid that the greater the hope, the greater disppointment you know?

I saw the chapel before i left school. It brings back so much depressing moments. I'm pretty sure i cried at least once in there after i got back my results. (CAUSE OF MATH) OH GOSH!!!!!! WHAT IF HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF? :(

Mummy comes home tonight and yimi comes home tmr instead of saturday. Pray that they won't be disappointed with me if i do badly :( I'm praying for lots of strength :) Just be strong cause i won't be able to change any of my marks, amd just face the music. After all, studies aren't the only thing that's important :D Other matters can bring you more happiness than studies will ever give. JUST JIAYOU LAH :D all the best to everyone else too! :D

-Sophia