my life takes a turn, can you stop it?

SHITTY GRADES AND ALMOST THE WORST CLASS POISITION YOU COULD EVER GET.

MY LIFE IS OVER.

I'M NOT HAHA-ING. I'M SERIOUS. I TOTALLY SUCK COMPARED TO MY NORMAL STANDARS AND I HAVE NO IDEA.

I KNOW I DON'T DO WELL. I DON'T REALLY HAVE MUCH EXPECTATIONS BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH. I DON'T NEED A GOOD. JUST AN OKAY, OR A NOT SO BAD. BUT THIS, THIS IS TRAGICAL, THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WORD TO USE FOR IT.

I'M DONE FOR.

I WORKED HARD, AND THIS IS WHAT I GET. DON'T TELL ME I DIDN'T WORK HARD ENOUGH, THEN HOW COME I DID BETTER WHEN I NEVER STUDIED THE PAST 13 YEARS OF MY LIFE. TELL ME.

THE TRUTH IS, IT CAN'T BE EXPLAINED. HOW UNFAIR LIFE IS, THINGS JUST HAPPEN WHEN THEY WANT TO, WITHOUT VALID REASONS AND WITHOUT ANYTHING.
I HATE YOU LIFE. YOU'RE A CHEATER WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT AS LONG AS I STUDY, I'LL DO WELL. WHAT IS THIS. THIS IS NOT A NIGHTMARE, NIGHTMARES AREN'T REAL, THIS IS REALITY. DON'T TELL ME TO FACE IT, IT'S THE ONE SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE.


SOPHIA.