i got back some of my results today, home econs, maths and ih, SUCKED. NO, SUCKED TO THE CORE. OMG. I was like super duper crazily depressed. I got really low for everything.
and oh, i failed __ :(
i was like tearing, it was totally crap, just one more mark to a pass. I felt like kiling myself on the spot. You have completely no idea how depressed i was. ohmygoodness. So yeah, i don't know, i just really felt horrible, i still do. Cause it's not like i didn't study, i really did, anyone who reads my blog can prove it, and i really tried to write longer and attempt everything well, and to write good answers. THIS IS DAMN ANNOYING. I studied but somehow, i did so much worse than last year, i thought all the studying would really help me :( but i still suck, really bad. i know it's not like the end or anything, but really, if i didn't study and i failed, i won't feel that bad, i'll just be sad, now it's not only the sadness, it's utter disappointment.
Now i know why people say it sucks when you've tried your best but it's just not good enough. It really sucks.
I have to just pray for the following papers to come out, not to pray that there will be a drastic increase in my marks, but to pray that i'll face it properly, and listen to the corrections, not sit there and ignore the world and cry. If you did badly, that's why you should learn from your mistakes.
yup, okay, i know i'm still very upset. But i shall try my best to be HAPPY! :D
yes i shall! i must jy okay, i will work harder :) i think, if i pray. I can go through this :D oh btw, i'm meeting up with grace tmr! :D and sleeping over at her house! damn awesome, can't wait :)
haha yup, cya then. no cca today, so yeah i'm slacking now.
-SOPHIA :D
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