therapy

HELLO, I STAYED OVER AT MY AUNTIE'S HOUSE LAST NIGHT.
i think i need to attend a counselling session, i'm not studying and exams are in a few days. It's like that, when i need to study, i don't. When i don't need to study, well i still don't. So does that mean something's wrong with me?

LOOK,

i haven't been putting in any effort in things and it's bothering me. Like the dumb mug design i just completed, one word, -disgusting. It's so ugly! I think i'm gonna start having psychological issues. What if i can't get into 3/4 next year?

To me, if i don't, it's like all of sudden i won't know what to do, because i've only pictured myself going to that class and no others. And it's like THANKS ALOT GOD, I'M SO SCREWED. But no, times like this are when we must stay positive, it's not like i haven't heard that before, but how can i really apply it?

That's why we have God and the church. To help us, to advice us not only in times of need but in all times. So jym today was fun because we played games for the full hour of cell time, but what do i really learn? IT'S BOTHERING ME, SEE? SO MANY THINGS ARE BOTHERING ME.

SEE YOU IN SCHOOL ALL.
-sophia